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Name: Yongshan aka Raven
Age: 17
Home: Vampire Realm
School: Kakuchou Japanese School

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huh?!
Thursday, March 12, 2009 3/12/2009 09:13:00 PM
Freaking hell! Why are you freaking shouting at me for no apparent reason? What did I do? Tell me in the face and not shout at me then walk away and take it that nothing happen. Don't you freaking avoid me too. Plus, I have not talked to you since school started, so what the hell? I'm seriously pissed off at your sudden outburst right after the lecture. Just freaking tell me what had happened, can?

Sheesh.. I don't even know what I did. All I ever said this year about you was that you had been skipping lectures for all I know. I've seen it with my own eyes and don't you dare lie that you're freaking stuck in the toilet cubicle. No one can freaking shit that much in one day. Furthermore, you're my classmate and I considered you a friend, that's why I wanted to know why you have been skipping lectures. Just a little concern from a friend. Is there the need to take it so personally or take a grudge against me? Grrr...

It's absolutely none of my business if you decided to retain or flunk your studies. It's your choice. At the most, I can perhaps only advice you as for whether you want to listen or not, it's up to you.

HYNE! WHY AM I SO DAMN ANGRY!?

Pretty obvious who and what I'm talking about huh?
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tired, and perhaps sick.
Saturday, February 07, 2009 2/07/2009 07:58:00 PM
dang. I'm feeling a little sick right now. Must be due to the stupid weather. It was so warm out there today and yet, it was cloudy. I thought it would be cooling when there's no sun but I'm so wrong today. T_T

I went for tasuki's vampire shoot and was supposed to be a vampire. But I decided to become a victim cause I'm unsure of how to set the fangs. Will take my own sweet time setting it at home and use it for the next shoot. XD Oh, I got the longer fangs, which I think is better for me since I don't have small teeth like willows. I just hope that it won't be too long when I wear it.

Lawliet was the good queen, Sochii and Willows her fellow vampires. Jesterbunny was the evil queen, with Kosmo and Tasuki as her comrades. As for me and Isa, we were victims! XD Oh, and our blood ran dry halfway through the shoot due to those vampires. T_T And Tohru came so late! She's a victim as well but no one has bitten her yet. Maybe it'll happen for the night shoot with the rest of the vampires. Willows, Isa and I went home just as they head for clarke quay [sp?].

By the way, I was shocked when Tohru asked if I was from Fuchun Primary School. Never knew that both she and her sister were in the same school as me. I remember her sister and found her kinda familiar when I saw her at some events. But I never got the courage to ask if she was from the same primary school. Haix.

Gah, shalln't talk more. I shall go take my medicine and replenish my blood level. XP Perhaps I'll post pictures when I received it. XD
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Sunday, February 01, 2009 2/01/2009 03:00:00 PM
My spirits lifted a little when I head for SOYA[Start of Year Again] with tasuki and peggy. We actually made the mistake of alighting one stop earlier, at SIM. Haha!! Actually, quite a number of people made the same mistake of alighting one stop earlier and ended up walking to NP. The students at SIM was like O.O "Who are these people??" Because most of us were like dressed in subculture clothes, wigs and stuff. I was more "normal" at least, cause I was wearing my school uniform as I had rushed off from band practice.

By the way, I can never recognise kosmo! First time I see him at atsuki GL, he was blonde. Second time at AFA, he hid his face behind a mask cause he was cosplaying a jrock character. Is it reita from gazette? Anyway, he was kaito from vocaloid yesterday and I don't recognise him at all! I stood in front of him for a good ten minutes with tasuki taking his pictures. None of us recognised him. [bangs head] Oh, he didn't recognise me either. Guess that makes us even.

Next stop, CC aka Cosplay Challenge. Most of us would have thought that since there were so little cosplayers at SOYA, most would have been at CC instead. However, it wasn't the case. Sure, there were 50 cosplayers who signed up for the competition. But that was it. A few others walked here and there, but not much. Even lesser people than SOYA actually.

However, I quite like CC as the band, Singapore Youth Winds Symphony and Goldy, actually got the people quite hyper. The songs were anime and video games songs. Overture from Kingdom Hearts, Inuyasha, Princess Mononoke, Final Fantasy X and Naruto. They actually ended with a CNY song! That got many peeps laughing. Including me. XD Anyway, when Goldy came out with his mecha cosplay, aka Strike Freedom from Gundam Seed, everyone flocked to the stage to take pictures. Too bad my camera cannot take better pictures, my pictures ended up too dark.

But there's one thing i realised, being short is good! I wasn't blocking any other photographers since they were all taller and i managed to stand in the front to see Goldy! XD

All in all, I saw many peeps from sgcafe and made new friends. Oh, one more thing, major thanks to tasuki's friend, aka Joshua, for coming to SDC and drove us back to lakeside mrt station. Thank you so much! And major major thanks to tasuki for going to SOYA and CC with me. XD


p.s. had to split into 2 post cause it's too long!

resurrection
2/01/2009 02:34:00 PM
I actually made a little promise to myself on the eve of CNY, and that is not to scold or swear during the fifteen days of new year. However, I broke that promise yesterday morning. I had no choice, I was forced by the situation.

It was early in the morning, around 8.40am. I was on my way to school for band practice and passed by a block. Suddenly something dropped in front of me onto the drain. Of course I was shocked by something dropping in front of me and the piercing sound of metal against metal. I looked carefully and saw that it was a butter knife! Furthermore, it's like only 10cm away from where I stood. Had I walked a little faster, I would have been stabbed in the head by the knife. I looked up immediately and shouted, "WHO THE HELL THREW THE KNIFE OUT OF THE WINDOW??" Of course, no one answered. But I sure drew the attention of the many aunties and uncles who were sitting under the block in the void deck. Being conscious of my situation, I walked off to school cursing and swearing under my breath.

A beautiful morning was then destroyed by this stupid butter knife.
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woots!! XDDD
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 10/14/2008 11:06:00 AM
wakakakakas. i can finally ride a bicycle!! woots! much thanks to my "tutors", yingxing and xinyi. they were great teachers.. however, i still need much practice on balancing.. i can cycle straight for like 5 seconds before swerving left and right like a snake.. then after i crashed... haha.. XP

i tried skating again while at east coast park yesterday.. almost failed while doing so cause i can balance, but can't walk much.. and so i wasn't able to be a good teacher to the trio[yingxing, peiyen and xinyi].. so sorry girls..

anyway, i have no more exams and tests till my oral presentation!! YAY! haha..

btw, my muscles aching.. i think i used too much force while cycling liao.. my left leg also covered in bruises.. my mom say i mad, learn how to cycle until my whole body covered with injuries.. but it was worth it.. i can finally cycle!! XDDD
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WHY!?!?
Sunday, October 05, 2008 10/05/2008 10:55:00 PM
WHY!?!? WHY!?! SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY?!?!

why is it the rabbits?? why not ethe'real? or maybe 三月[march]?

maybe it's cause i'm not professional. but i really have something to say..

i've been chasing after superband all this while, 15 weeks in total. and i've seen how some of the bands have transformed from a weak one to a very strong one. i can see their effort in doing their best every week for each performance, even tonight. seriously, i was pretty shocked that the rabbits made it to the finals and emerged champion.. O.O but oh well, they have talent too.. just like the other bands who made it tonight...

personally, i would have preferred ethe'real to win.. or maybe march.. these two bands have been putting their really best into every performance. but due to the voting system, 100% by the audiences, rabbits won.. congrats to them..

however, i feel that every single band that has made it to the finals are really good, unique and talented. 大风吹, 三月, 异世界 and 兔子 are really good tonight even though there are some minor glitches..

both 三月 and 大风吹's vocalists has really improve. i really like wind's unplugged song.. perhaps cause they're all wearing white, the entire thing seemed so angelic and comfortable.. march's vocalist has so much power in her! kudos to girl power!! XP 兔子 is not bad.. their renditions of the songs are quite creative[quoted from the judges].. i myself find them quite talented..

most importantly, 异世界!!! i really like kunio's voice.. so power and comfortable at the same time.. to me la!! my bro doesn't like this kind of music though... he avoids the performance by hiding in another room.. anyway, back to ethe'real.. kenn can really sing!!! he look so romantic when singing the unplugged song that i was really really glued to the tv, eyes not taking off him.. gosh, kenn must really sing more in the future!! [gets whacked for wishful thinking] XPP i think i'll fall in love with him more than kunio's voice..

haha!! gotta go sleep before i start going on non-stop... XDDDD
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special day
Monday, September 08, 2008 9/08/2008 10:39:00 PM
hmm.. i count today as a special day cause something good happened. XD and i'm feeling happy!! should i tell? i think i should. haha.. XP

alright, here goes nothing.

i stayed back in sch with lizah today to finish up our long due econs essay as we wanted to score in our DW.. this is cause our econs test results being not that good already. we finished at about 6.30pm and was about to leave sch when we saw huina.. so the three of us walked back to the mrt station together.

lizah's and huina' train came first while my side was an yishun train.. the two of them went off and i walked to my usual door at the platform.. i saw this guy in a white army shirt leaning against the wall on my right and was singing along to his mp3. i found him quite cute. XP btw, his name is Joe.. [read on to know how i know his name. XDD] i didn't gave much thought and took out my mp3.. i boarded the train a few minutes later..

the guy was actually waiting at the other door, but came over to my side instead. cause my side was less crowded... i went to stand near the "joint" of the cabins there and joe stood about 2-3 people away on my right..we reached sembawang and the two uncles in front of me alighted. he quickly went to stand next to the door and in front of me. still, i thought he only wanted to lean against the glass pane.. an indian guy wanted to lean and was like "huh" when joe took his place..

nothing happened along the way to admiralty.. as i was concentrating on the music of the song i was listening to, i forgot that i had already passed sembawang. i look up and turn my head backwards to see out of the window and recognised the carpark of admiralty place.. as i was turning, i happened to see joe turned my way and smiled at me out of the corner of my eye.. to confirmed that i was imagining stuff, i looked at him and he smiled again.. i smiled back and the train stopped..

lots of peeps alighted and i moved further in to allow others to move out.. he moved to stand in front of me and stick out his hand in a friendly gesture. i look up from my mp3 and found him looking at me.. i was taken aback but shook his hand.. all the while thinking that was he some friend of mine that i had forgotten? he introduced himself as Joe and asked for mine, so i told him.. my doubts cleared as i know no joe in the past.. and then somehow, we chatted on the way back to woodlands. we talked about why i'm going home so late, which sch and year i'm in [i'm surprised he recognised YJC's sch badge!] and where i lived.. coincidentally, we both live in woodlands.. however, he alights one stop further at marsiling. [haix] i asked him where he studied and he said he studied at amk's ite and is now in NS.. he's going home as well, after training.. so i'm guessing that he's 3 or 4 years older than me..

we reached woodlands and then we said goodbye.. that's a sad thing cause i know i can never meet this cute joe again and i don't have his email nor number.. haix.. first time i run in to a guy that actually come talk to me even if we're complete strangers.. other than my forum-mates la.. and this usually happens to siewhui, lynn, yihuan or some other girlfriends of mine.. haix.. he's really really cute!! even cuter when he smiles.. XDD [fangirl mode] haix.. i should stop daydreaming, but there's still a chance that i may see him again.. just that i don't know whether we'll be talking to each other again.. [still fangirling]

so all in all, i count this day as a special day for me.. =)
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matsuri - autumn
Monday, September 01, 2008 9/01/2008 01:56:00 PM
lalalala.. XDDD guess i'm still high from yesterday.. went for matsuri [autumn] but took very few pics.. either the cosplayers ran too fast for me to catch them or i'm too lazy to go into photo-taking mode.. i would guess it's the latter..

met yuuki and went down to vivo with her.. we sat at the top in the shade and i sort of dumped her with her friend and went off with tasuki.. i'm sorry yuuki.. and i almost forgot that your stuff were with me too! did you forget about it too? XP anyway, i shouldn't have just "dumped" you there.. forgive me?

had loads of fun and laughter with tasuki and the rest.. aka mikayo crystals [sp??], mizuki and some other girls.. oh.. not to forget baiitenshii, the kawaii chocobo yesterday!! she was so cute!! and i admire her for wearing the suit for so long even though it was a hot day.. jia yous for other cosplays as well.. XDD

actually, i wanted to post up pics. but i'm haven't gotten the cosplayers' permission yet.. so i think i'll be posting it up later.. either here or i gonna get an account somewhere to host all my pics. [even though they are not that good like professional photographers] i got quite a number, especially from cosfest 08. i'm so happy that those are the only one i have not yet deleted from my memory card.. XDD and yes, i recognise hotart even he wasn't wearing contacts yesterday!! aren't you happy that i recognised you?? XDDD

oh.. i think i got a twin somewhere on sgcafe.. by the nick of kaen, aka Karaena.. stellar and ayu mixed me and her up.. luckily, laoda didn't and was shocked together with me when stellar said i was V.V.. haha.. XP i wanna meet her!! [third time i'm saying this liao] XP

hey christian, i think i'll be cosing on the 20th Sept's coscon.. i'll keep you updated about it.. then you decide whether you wanna see me cos or not.. XD and my friend, tasuki aka the green shirt photog that was sitting with me yesterday, said you, junqiang and the other guy [i forgot his name!] was very shuai.. XDD

i think i better stop before this post gets out of hand.. XD
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